I have a tendency to dwell down in plans and dreams and get stuck in that place, waiting for something to happen. Going to try to change, to live a lot more in the present and actually get more things done. Time spent contemplating is useful but actually doing something is better. Looking at the people I admire the most common trait is the ability to act on ideas when they happen, something things work and somethings don’t but at least they tried. I can get in the active mode once in a while but far to often that’s not the case.
Still working in the school and it is really nice, have even once in a while considered going back to Uni to become a qualified teacher. But prohibitive costs and unsureness if that is what I really want to do stops me. Don’t want to waste the weeks that I have left to study on student support from the Swedish Government. So on the level of further education, I don’t want to act now, probably better to wait a few years and be a little bit more sure. Still want to get a masters at some point. But even if this is a thing I want to leave for the future there is lots more that I can act on upon now. A bit scared of just getting stuck.
Not much news on expedition2.se but it should all work itself out eventually, and no news on the job front. But hopefully I’ll get my ass into gear and get on to something.
Cheerio,
-Pär





